The mother of the man who shot and killed three law-enforcement officers in Baton Rouge said her son would "pretty much lose it" when he heard about a black man being shot by police in what he considered an unlawful manner.
In an interview with PBS talk show host Tavis Smiley on Thursday, Corine Woodley said son Gavin Long rented a car several times and drove to locations where black men had been shot by police and would tell her: "Somebody has to do something."
Police gunned down Long, a 29-year-old black man from Kansas City, Missouri, after he shot and killed three officers and wounded three others during a shootout Sunday.
Woodley said during the interview taped in Los Angeles that she believes Long, an Iraq war veteran, suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder and he once said he thought the CIA was following him.
She brought a letter she said he received from the Department of Veterans Affairs denying her son's request for treatment of PTSD in 2013 on grounds that the disorder wasn't related to his military service. The letter was shown to an Associated Press reporter but could not be independently verified.
Long spent five years in the Marine Corps. He served one tour in Iraq before being honourably discharged. His occupational expertise was listed as a "data network specialist." Although he never saw combat, there was "shooting all around" where he was stationed, his mother said.
Veterans Health Administration records show a number of contacts with Long from 2008 to 2013, with the last known encounter with the VA in August 2013, according to a statement from the VA this week. The statement said the Health Insurance Portability and Accountability Act prohibits the VA from disclosing any additional information.
Long was armed with two rifles and a pistol and wearing a ski mask when he ambushed the officers near a gas station and convenience store.
Two Baton Rouge police officers -- 32-year-old Montrell Jackson and 41-year-old Matthew Gerald -- and 45-year-old East Baton Rouge Parish Sheriff's Office Deputy Brad Garafola were killed in the shooting.
"My heart bleeds for the families (of the officers), more so than Gavin," his mother said. "I know Gavin; I know he did it. He didn't see any way out (from) the vicious killings from the police officers. He actually felt that was the only thing he could do to help the situation."
She also brought two diaries she said her troubled son wrote -- one in 2014 and one in 2015 -- that include rambling thoughts on philosophy, religion and politics.
At one point, he wrote: "If you are not going to let me live, then you are going to have to kill me."
The diaries are in addition to a self-described, handwritten manifesto that an Ohio man says was emailed to him by Long less than an hour before the shootings.
In the letter, Long said he expected people who knew him wouldn't believe he would commit "such horrendous acts of violence." He wrote that he viewed his actions as necessary to "create substantial change within America's police force."
Photographs of the three-page letter show it was signed by "Cosmo," the first name of an alias used by Long, and the pictures were attached to an email sent from a Google address that Long used.
The Associated Press obtained the photographs of the letter Wednesday from Yarima Karama, a Columbus, Ohio, musician who said he didn't know Long personally but received several emails from him after Long began commenting on Karama's YouTube videos in March.
The AP was not able to conclusively verify Long sent the photos himself from his Google account. Metadata reviewed from the three photos indicates they were snapped shortly before 8 a.m. on the day of the shooting using a Motorola Android cellphone, but both photos and time stamps can be modified.
Karama said he provided a copy of the letter to FBI agents who interviewed him at his home Wednesday. Louisiana State Police Maj. Doug Cain said authorities were trying to verify that Long wrote the letter.
Associated Press writer Michael Kunzelman in Baton Rouge, Louisiana, contributed to this report.
