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    • Honking, fumes and anger: Mental toll from trucker protest lingers for Ottawa residents

    A protester waves a Canadian flag in front of parked vehicles on Rideau Street on the 15th day of a protest against COVID-19 measures that has grown into a broader anti-government protest, in Ottawa, Friday, Feb. 11, 2022. THE CANADIAN PRESS/Justin Tang A protester waves a Canadian flag in front of parked vehicles on Rideau Street on the 15th day of a protest against COVID-19 measures that has grown into a broader anti-government protest, in Ottawa, Friday, Feb. 11, 2022. THE CANADIAN PRESS/Justin Tang
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    Paulina Ramphos was having an especially difficult day. The trucks may be gone from Ottawa, the noises subsided, and the fumes dissipated, but the anxiety and fear built up from the three weeks of protests persists.

    鈥淓ven though there's nothing going on, it鈥檚 kind of like a constant state of panic,鈥 Ramphos told CTVNews.ca in a phone interview. She has had generalized anxiety and depression for years and has had plenty of experience with coping mechanisms, but this, she said, was 鈥渓ike a whole new ballgame.鈥

    It is waking up in the middle of the night in a panic, zoning out at the sound of sirens and honking, rage at the sight of a truck with a flag, and fear that it will happen again. And she is far from alone.

    CTVNews.ca spoke with more than half a dozen residents who live at the centre of where the protests took place and shared very similar experiences on the lingering mental health effects from the Freedom Convoy鈥檚 occupation of their streets and neighbourhood.

    Many are longtime residents used to seeing protests in a busy part of the nation鈥檚 capital. They expressed their support for the right to peaceful demonstration, but said there was nothing peaceful about seeing the symbols of hate, the constant deafening noise of horns, or being yelled or lunged at just for walking down the street wearing a face mask, and they expressed frustration at those dismissive of their experience and the after-effects.

    Craig Shackleton has lived in the city鈥檚 centre for years and was used to the 24/7 hum of the city. But since the protests, those sounds are no longer innocuous background noise. They bother him and keep him up at night. He has difficulty sleeping, he worries the protesters will return, and once in a while will hear 鈥減hantom noises鈥 鈥 the ghostly echo of sounds from the protest. Even the rumble of a snow plow now keeps him awake as he instinctively wonders, 鈥淚s it them?鈥

    鈥淚 do still worry and have strong reactions to things when I go out. A lot of the vehicles that were problems for us were pick-up trucks, and I worry when I see one now, even though they are pretty common,鈥 Shackleton told CTVNews.ca.

    鈥淢y immediate reaction when I see a Canadian flag, especially on a vehicle or carried by a person, is that I am about to be harassed or get into a confrontation. It's disconcerting, especially since we just had the Olympics when I would expect to see lots of flags around. I don't want to feel dread at seeing a Canada flag, but I do.鈥

    鈥楥LEARLY SOME KIND OF TRAUMA鈥

    Joel Harden, the NDP MPP for Ottawa Centre, told CTVNews.ca he spoke to a number of experts about the impact of the protests on local residents and described it as a form of post-traumatic stress.

    鈥淭his is clearly some kind of trauma,鈥 said Harden. The convoy was deliberately attempting to traumatize, intimidate, and harass downtown residents, he said.

    鈥淚've talked to parents of kids where鈥 kids on the way to school see a car coming down the street with a Canada flag on and spin around and they want to run in the other direction鈥.That鈥檚 what the stress and anxiety was like for kids in our city.鈥

    Caitlin Hung says her young son was confused and could not understand the aggression he witnessed.

    鈥淲e saw people getting threatened, like, 鈥榃hy are you wearing a mask? Take it off, take off the diaper.鈥 People being yelled at. It was pretty aggressive,鈥 she said.

    鈥淚t was a lot for him to see people behaving like that.鈥

    Natash McBrearty, the Associate Executive Director with Crossroads Children鈥檚 Mental Health Centre says trauma is not just about what happened, but also about a person鈥檚 reaction to the event.

    鈥淔or someone who is already chronically stressed (for example, has been living through a pandemic) their senses might already be heightened and as a result, they may be more easily overwhelmed,鈥 McBrearty, a registered psychotherapist and certified counsellor, told CTVNews.ca via email.

    She says a person鈥檚 nervous system becomes overwhelmed and remains 鈥渟tuck鈥 in an 鈥渙n鈥 or 鈥渙ff鈥 position. 鈥淥n鈥 can come in many forms, including feeling panicked, always on edge, or being flooded with sensation by a particular smell or sound. 鈥淥ff鈥 is associated with detachment, disconnection, and exhaustion.

    鈥淚n some cases, the symptoms can be physical ailments like headaches, tension, chronic pain. Bottom line, if you鈥檙e not feeling yourself, don鈥檛 wait 鈥 reach out for help.鈥

    THE CANADA FLAG AND SYMBOLS OF HATE

    The red and white maple leaf flag, once a friendly symbol of pride, had already become complicated for many Canadians amid the findings of hundreds of potential unmarked residential school graves. But now, it has also become to the protests.

    Ramphos said the sight of the Canada flag that has always flown outside her local police station is now distressing.

    鈥淲hich is upsetting in and of itself. It鈥檚 like you鈥檙e robbing me of my appreciation for the flag of my country now,鈥 she said.

    鈥淓ven hearing the anthem also 鈥 the amount of times that they just used that in such an infuriating way鈥ypically when I hear the anthem, I'm either at a hockey game or watching the Olympics or something like that. And it's a moment of pride. But now it's not.鈥

    For Emily Fielden, it is also associated with hate now.

    鈥淢y stress with the sight of the Canada flag wasn't just because of its presence in the ongoing lawlessness in our area, but also because it was often seen alongside hate symbols or flags typically seen at far-right rallies,鈥 said Fielden, who could see the protest, late-night revelry, and hear the sounds directly from her home.

    She saw first hand, symbols used by , a far-right, anti-immigration group out of Quebec, including the Patriote flag and "wolf pack" decals, as well as the Three Percenters, a far-right militia, and the flag of the Diagalon white nationalist group, she said.

    It was not true that only 鈥渙ne or two鈥 symbols of hate and violence could be seen, 鈥渋n reality there were many,鈥 Fielden said. Even the word 鈥渇reedom鈥 can be jarring now.

    鈥淸Freedom] was yelled in my face several times when I had to run errands,鈥 she said. 鈥淚 do find I get tense or hyper-alert, stressed when I encounter [these triggers].鈥

    LIKE A LAWNMOWER IN THE LIVING ROOM

    Some residents had to contend with noise levels that reached upwards of 100 decibels inside their homes 鈥 sounds that at times blared into the early hours of the morning. Paul Champ, the lawyer representing the resident who launched the class action lawsuit against the convoy, , told 麻豆传媒 Channel last month that level of noise was 鈥渂asically like having a lawn mower running in your living room all day.鈥

    Inside Fielden鈥檚 home, the horns were consistently hitting about 70 to 75 decibels for as long as 15 hours a day, she said.

    Patricia McCarthy lives a block away from where many of the trucks were parked, and likened the 15 hours of deafening noise to terrorist tactics.

    鈥淭hat goes beyond noise pollution鈥 [It鈥檚 like] terrorist tactics of when they have hostages, they bombard them with noise non-stop just to wear them down,鈥 said told CTVNews.ca. While the noise has finally stopped, she is immediately on her guard when she sees and hears certain sights and sounds.

    鈥淚 was out walking with a friend and the minute we saw a large rig 鈥 we would tense up. If you heard a horn you would tense up.鈥

    FEAR THAT IT鈥橲 NOT OVER

    Even after the protests were 鈥渙ver,鈥 there were still people 鈥渟houting about freedom鈥 outside McCarthy鈥檚 building, making it difficult to believe things are truly at an end, she said.

    Hung and her family live on one of the former truck-lined streets and said even a trip to the grocery store felt dangerous.

    鈥淚f you've ever had somebody bully you, where they're like, I'm not going to punch you, you might just hit yourself by walking into me, it kind of felt like that,鈥 Hung said, who along with her son, witnessed a protester lunging at some elderly individuals wearing masks without hitting them.

    鈥淚t just felt like the constant threat of violence was always in the air.鈥

    Now, her family wonders if the protesters are back every time they hear the blare of a horn.

    鈥淗onking definitely has become synonymous in my mind with them鈥...Immediately, my son asks, 鈥楢re they back?鈥 Anytime I see somebody not wearing a mask when they鈥檙e out, I wonder, 鈥楢re they with them?鈥"

    While some of the residents say things are slowly getting better, others also describe feeling 鈥済aslit鈥 about the magnitude of the protests and the toll it took on their mental health during and after 鈥 experiences that are not easily forgotten, they say.

    鈥淚 would really like the public or the world to know that people are still suffering over this,鈥 said Ramphos.

    鈥淪ome people will still say, 鈥極h, they were mostly peaceful, and it wasn't that bad.鈥 Well, that's not true for someone who lived in it.鈥

    If you or someone you know would like to talk to someone, Ottawa鈥檚 offers free phone or video counselling in English, French and Arabic. 

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